{"id":218,"date":"2024-10-28T20:07:20","date_gmt":"2024-10-28T20:07:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/josh.run\/blog\/?p=218"},"modified":"2024-10-28T21:20:01","modified_gmt":"2024-10-28T21:20:01","slug":"running-journal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/josh.run\/blog\/2024\/10\/28\/running-journal\/","title":{"rendered":"Running journal"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I&#8217;m running the TCS NYC Marathon in six days. This will be my 10th marathon. I have no idea how many races I&#8217;ve participated in in these past 11 years, but I feel like I&#8217;m the most prepared and confident for NYC.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m tapering right now. My training plan bakes in 2 weeks of lower volume and intensity. And the taper is usually when most athletes start having the &#8220;taper tantrums.&#8221; Symptoms vary, but usually the taper entails fatigue, soreness, crankiness, anxiety, and second guessing yourself. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One of my most common symptoms is second guessing myself. I always wonder, &#8220;did I do enough?&#8221; &#8220;Could I have pushed harder on the track?&#8221; &#8220;Should I have focused more on pacing?&#8221; &#8220;Did I do enough strides?&#8221; &#8220;Was my volume where it should&#8217;ve been?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And that&#8217;s when I like to go to my Strava Training Log and reflect. I&#8217;ll go back and look at all of my runs and workouts for the previous 18 weeks and remind myself that I put in the work. I built a periodized training plan that was very specific to a goal that I set for myself. And short of a few missed runs (life happens), I stuck to the plan and executed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But what I really like to do is remember each of those runs. I give all of my runs a name on Strava, and sometimes I&#8217;ll add comments. While Strava can be considered social media, I think it of more as a journal for myself. It&#8217;s a letter to future Josh. And it&#8217;s in times like this that I&#8217;m thankful that I write these things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I started this training block on July 1, 2024. It&#8217;s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11781527126\">blazing hot<\/a> here in Texas in July. It&#8217;s funny to go back and see how <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11789534448\">difficult<\/a> it was to do hill repeats early in training. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I was coaching Jenny for her debut at the Foot Traffic Flat, and I&#8217;d <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11800230753\">think about her<\/a> frequently on my runs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We drove back from Oklahoma to attend my wife&#8217;s uncle&#8217;s funeral. I had my first long run slated for that day. I stuck to the plan, and I used that time on that first long run to think about and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11834180954\">mourn Ben<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I ran into some <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11853424648\">local wildlife<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I was able to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11887123376\">catch up with Iram<\/a> who offered to go on some of the early long runs with me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The family and I traveled to Charleston for our daughter&#8217;s college orientation and lacrosse camp. I found the local run club and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11923445914\">they invited me to join<\/a> their weekly group run. And I was also able to do my own <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11944227407\">solo tour<\/a> of the city.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It was around late July that I&#8217;d read Coogan&#8217;s book and adjusted my own training programming and coaching philosophies and approach. I started <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11994465755\">grading workouts<\/a>, and started giving athletes distance and intensity options in workouts, runs, and long runs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had some really bad pain in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12002872172\">my shoulder<\/a> that I thought would require medical intervention. Thankfully it turned out to be nothing. I think it was just a minor injury from white water rafting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I started adding warm-ups and cool-downs to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12018116274\">tempo<\/a> and pace runs, which allowed me to safely and conservatively introduce more volume to a microcycle. I also started prescribing workouts using <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.nasm.org\/rate-of-perceived-exertion\">RPE<\/a> instead of strict pacing or splits.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I continued to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/11976977859\">coach the Striders<\/a>, and used our 60 second run, 30 second walk plan and methodology to supplement my training by safely and conservatively increasing weekly mileage volume.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The run club I started celebrated its <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12051551999\">10th birthday<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I took looped routes for longer runs. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12060919313\">One morning<\/a> there was bird that had been trapped in our garage. I freed it and was inspired to listen to Lynyrd Skynyrd for 13 miles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12067981878\">Life happened<\/a>. And sometimes it&#8217;s best to let life happen, control what you can, and still get out there for a run. Very often a run will solve most of life&#8217;s problems. Or at least change your perspective and how you react to the hand that life deals you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I adhered to specificity in my long runs. I made sure there were a good mix of <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12119889917\">hills<\/a> so I&#8217;d be prepared for the bridges of the NYC Marathon course. And I made a detour to see Austin&#8217;s troll, Malin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had a tough week in mid-August when it was time to move our daughter to college. I <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12127246401\">ran by her old elementary school<\/a> where I&#8217;d drop her off in the mornings and we&#8217;d have many conversations about anything and nothing. I kept to the plan and did <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12135916216\">hill repeats<\/a> the morning that we were leaving to take her 1,300 miles away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That same week I thought about <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12153785910\">my dad<\/a> on his 88th birthday while we were in Charleston. I had solemn and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12161652639\">bittersweet run<\/a> in the morning in South Hills as kids were outside of their houses, waiting for the bus on the first week of school. I thought about how blazingly fast a childhood goes by for a parent. I had a <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12170775189\">pace run where I stopped<\/a> and looked at the college campus where our daughter would now live. This was the morning after she&#8217;d decided she&#8217;d try spending the night in her new dorm room.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And then there was arguably my most <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12183913253\">difficult long run<\/a>, even only at 15 miles. We had to catch a plane to come back home without our oldest. I was dead tired, it was 103\u00ba outside, I was listening to the playlist that Elise had created for our child, I&#8217;m sure I cried during that run, and I completely bonked at mile 10. I had to run\/walk it most of the way home, and I was thankful that had that year+ of coaching the Striders and adapting to the run\/walk methodology.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I was admittedly a wreck for the next couple weeks. I missed our daughter. I went on little <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12203888220\">sentimental runs<\/a>. I found a spot on my usual route where I&#8217;d stop, have a moment, and say a little prayer for my daughter. It was a rough few weeks. But, again, running and training gave me some semblance of normalcy. I stuck to the plan, and it helped to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12239059060\">have friends to talk to<\/a> and remind me that life goes on.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I signed on to be a pacer for the Austin Marathon. So I decided to run the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12298102108\">half marathon course<\/a> for one of my Sunday long runs. Austin is known to be hilly, and I maintained my goal to get stronger on the hills.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I threw in the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12345046989\">Zilker Relays<\/a> after getting recruited to run the anchor leg the day before.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had one of those runs were I only <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12359537889\">very vaguely remember<\/a> it, if at all. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I made a <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12382698982\">political statement<\/a> after one of the presidential candidates claimed that illegal immigrants were eating domesticated pets in Ohio.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I made my <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12416794198\">first 20-miler<\/a> intentionally very hilly and hard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Two thirds of my total <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12423525523\">rattlesnake sightings<\/a> while on a run happened on one run.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I made my <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12475336380\">down week long runs<\/a> hilly and hard. I pushed my allocated time and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12507733382\">effort on tempo runs<\/a>. And I admittedly had a hard to committing to and focusing on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12523930675\">maintaining pace<\/a> on my prescribed MGP runs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Our daughter came home for a long weekend for the first time since moving to college. I went for my long run after taking her to the airport at 4:00 a.m. True to form, I chose a <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12589273622\">hilly route in west Austin<\/a>. It was somewhere out there in Tarrytown that I did <em>something<\/em> to my left hip.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I deliberately let my hip rest for a few days, and then tested it on a(nother) <s>poorly<\/s> <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12636082335\">stubbornly executed<\/a> run at pace. We were out of town at my mom&#8217;s house the weekend of my last peak week, so I ran my last long run in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12646061880\">two mile loops<\/a> with a fast 5 mile pickup at mile 12.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And since my last long run (20+ miles) was flat, I <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/12700567400\">returned to the Barton hills<\/a> and ran my last pre-taper double-digit long run.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eighteen weeks doesn&#8217;t seem very long, but it can also feel like a lifetime. I can&#8217;t capture all the thoughts, emotions, tears, prayers, elation, scares, frustrations, and contemplations in a single post or even a conversation. But I can go back and read and remember and relive. It&#8217;s not the same as it was in the moment, but much of life is that way. To go back and look at my training log is like to look at a photo album. It&#8217;s just a snapshot of a very short and finite moment in time. There was motion and emotion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ll never remember all of the little details of every run, but it&#8217;s the sum of the little moments in running and in life that add up and make it all worth the while.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"298\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/josh.run\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Training-Log-Strava-10-28-2024_10_41_AM-298x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-219\" style=\"width:351px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/josh.run\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Training-Log-Strava-10-28-2024_10_41_AM-298x1024.png 298w, https:\/\/josh.run\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Training-Log-Strava-10-28-2024_10_41_AM-87x300.png 87w, https:\/\/josh.run\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Training-Log-Strava-10-28-2024_10_41_AM-676x2320.png 676w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 298px) 100vw, 298px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m running the TCS NYC Marathon in six days. This will be my 10th marathon. I have no idea how many races I&#8217;ve participated in in these past 11 years, but I feel like I&#8217;m the most prepared and confident for NYC. I&#8217;m tapering right now. 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